I actually got lots of things wanted to be kept in my memory.. but when I start writing now.. I dont know what can I talk about. 3months.. changes a lot.

It's almost 2am now and the results will be released at 9am. think back what Pete Odell said.. "always ask yourself.. what are you here for? to simply get around your days and get a OKAY degree, get a job and work for 40 years? Is that what you are looking for? these few years in university would be the best days in your life. DONT WASTE IT."  what he said is so true.. I've been spending time.. not studying.. but working, massoc-ing, dancing, drama-ing, msn-ing, facebook-ing, travelling, eating... I know I should work harder than what I am doing now, but sometimes it's out of expectation..

OPPORTUNITY COST would always be the best word... movie or study? eat or sleep? social or hybernate in own room? everything has its cost.. how to balance it? It all depends on oneself..

hopefully when I finish this blog.. I will know how to have self-control..

hmm. 3.30pm 11/11/2008
back to sheffield for more than a month. most of the things are out of expectation..

1st>> I'm the new Publicity Officer for Massoc (Malaysian & Singaporean Society). lots of people think that I must be very happy to get that post without going through husting.. but actually.. it's kind of big responsibility. coz this time round, it's not until the next november.. is until easter of 2010.. (means half of my 3rd year) which....... fills up more than half of my uni life..
but anyway, after few gathering with the new committee(which all of them are freshers except the President) I am quite comfortable to work with them.. especially the jokes made by Aaron>> our event officer.. haha...n closest friend in committee would be welfare officer Stephanie & her bf EngJoe, the VP. (maybe because they talked to me in mandrin so i feel more "亲切" ^.^ )

~New Committee List~
President > Robyn           (S)
VP           > Eng Joe Tan (M)
Secretary > Collette Ng  (S)
Treasurer > Delia Kong  (S)
Events     > Aaron Tam   (M)
Projects   > Vickie Tan   (S)
Welfare   > Stephanie     (M)
Sports      > Hao Wei Tan (M)
Publicity  > GAGA CHEW~~~~~~~~ (M)

2nd >> start working ade.. as a cloakroom staff in union.. 3nights per week 10pm-3am.. (sometimes will be 4am)  but the paid is reasonable.. =) can live a better lifestyle n reduce parents burden~~ dai goh lui jo.. must be independent.. still quite amazed of my eldest sis.. work 2 jobs, still can study well, got her masters n a good husband...  =P （讲左甘来，原来都系想嫁人）=P

n thats my 3rd thing>> dont gan jeong... i dont have anyone yet... not even a crush now.. but... my parents urge me to look for one.. hmm.. last time when i got tonnes of male friends she restricted me to paktor.. then now.. 峰回路转... urge me somemore.. lolz.. really gau siu.. but.. depends la.. not pretty enough.. how to "fight" with others?? stop the crap of 靓唔靓在乎个心... see those people so "非洲和尚" also got pigs n dogs around.. hmm... 讲来讲去埋系个身材同个样。。
the reason why they urge me.. basically is because they see my eldest bro.. couldnt get a gf during uni(broke up) then now hard to find one coz almost all are attached. then my 2nd bro.. 向他女友的父母提亲。so... probably if i can look for a good one then they'll fongsam gua...(coz according to them i'm so innocent n immature.. KKEMM....)

anyway... the most important thing that i concerned is this>>>> MY STUDIES~~~
taking law as everyone knows..and.. as u see above.. lots of responsibilites to be carried on with me.. this is my 2nd year.. the EU law, Property Law, Jurisprudence.. all need to have a very "clear" mind before studying.. only chanting can make me 清除杂念。hmm.. hope i really can cope well.. dont wanna disappoint parents anymore..

hmm.. thats my current life in UK.. gotto be independent.. coz can hardly get someone to talk to anymore. even my bro asked me why i wanna go travelling alone.. probably because i enjoyed being alone.. n yet scare of it.. 真是矛盾！！ lolz..

have a little update before going to the trip. hehe. it's actually not spain (though i wanna go so much) but now my trip is from budapest back to london. the whole journey would be:-

1st day (24th june) i'll be reaching budapest one day earlier than the original trip (without my mum's knowledge hehe) n i'll be staying in a Boat Hotel.  the next day only i'll meet with my tour-mates.
25th&26th Budapest, Hungary 
27th Salzburg via Vienna (due to  Euro 08 so skip Austria)
28th&29th Prague, Czech Republic 
30th Munich, Germany 
1st&2nd Wengen, Switzerland
3rd Rhine Valley, Germany
4th&5th Amsterdam, Netherlands
6th Belgium, then back to London (by ferry)
7th back to Sheffield late night

22nd june will be heading to London. I dont know whether it's considered "lucky" anot, i've won a voucher of 250pounds of Skylite Studio for free make-up, hair-setting, learning cat-walk, n taking photographs(photos are not free though). luckily i'm allowed to bring 2 friends along to kind of "protect" me. hehe.. smin n malcolm will be coming along. hope everything goes fine ^.^

散散心，让自己不再被不必要的烦恼纠缠着。